今天早上起床了，第一个想到的人是你，突然好想好想你。当一想到你的时候，就会看看我电话里面的照片。不知道为什麽我会对你有了奇妙的感觉，也不知何时产生了这种感觉。很喜欢和你沟通的方式，有笑，有气。。哈哈。。有时真的会顶你不顺。可是真的很可爱。直到晚上，我上了网，看到一些我不喜欢看的东西。心里顿时的感觉很奇怪，该问还不问呢？到最后，我选择问清楚。回答，帮朋友。不是我不信而是有点令人难以接受。我选择相信那么我的心总是有点不舒服，很想要你安慰。。之前的约定，希望你会记得。慢慢的真的会变成了一种依赖。毕竟是远距离，难免我的心会不平衡，不知你会否感受的到呢？我真的希望你对我所讲的，所解释的都是出至于真心。。有时候真的不敢看的太远，不敢做出任何一种决定。因为我真的害怕受伤，害怕被嫌弃。所以宁可让自己有个距离是为了保护自己，理所当然你也是这样吧。我就要过去了，有点期待。这种感觉真的很熟悉，好像以前期待一些东西。不敢想这么多，就带着平常心去玩玩吧。。
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
**想你的习惯**
就这样简单你走过来 而我终於明白了 自己为何要存在 慢慢的我已经离不开 因为我已爱上你了 没有任何原因的 如果我说爱你 能不能永远相信 这一天我想跟着你 跟你说你最爱的笑话 我想以后都能在一起 每天想着你已变成习惯 一直幻想你在我身边牵着你的手 我和你 甜蜜的走世界宽得有一些无奈 你和我只有一个该怎么不怕孤单 说好了我们都要勇敢就算不小心迷路了 也能够听见你的如果我说爱你 能不能永远相信找到你的幸运多完美 所有感觉多特别 想带你走到世界边缘 未来 不变 我和你 甜蜜的走.
before 1week and after 1week.
Before 1week,chloe chong still is a "ma mu" girls. Don't know that which 1 is treat her good. At the last,what she get..Hurt,Cry on the night,afraid alone at the night..but who know? i just get a word only,"this is your own business","this happen also cause of you did with me last time". Feel tired,don't wanna feel "bu gan xin". what you gave me,i must remember and take it as esperiance. At first,worry that saw you and "her" 2gether,but till i saw that day you got somethg in your .. i really totally feel that put it down,and i just know that put it down can feel very comfortable. I won't suffer anymore,but this very small case i think. I heard Someone told me his story,really sad then me. if this happen on me,i really cannot strong like him. Very "shing shang" this guy.
After 1week,feel myself happy than last time,i really didnt expect i can so fast recover my mood. Think back,really feel stupid and childish what we done. but important is i gonna thanks (J),when i moody,you really keep accomp me till i recover,take care me,at first feel guy like to sweet talk only,but now i choose trust you what u say with me. because i am starting to know you. i thk we get know each other almost 1 month nia. I know that we just trough phone to communication,but that enaugh for me le. Be with you,really laugh only,i also don't know. actually i damn like this kind of communicat. Hope that it will be continue,don't forget our DEAL. Chloe smile,happy,lucky,care,friends is coming back all now^^ will appericat..
After 1week,feel myself happy than last time,i really didnt expect i can so fast recover my mood. Think back,really feel stupid and childish what we done. but important is i gonna thanks (J),when i moody,you really keep accomp me till i recover,take care me,at first feel guy like to sweet talk only,but now i choose trust you what u say with me. because i am starting to know you. i thk we get know each other almost 1 month nia. I know that we just trough phone to communication,but that enaugh for me le. Be with you,really laugh only,i also don't know. actually i damn like this kind of communicat. Hope that it will be continue,don't forget our DEAL. Chloe smile,happy,lucky,care,friends is coming back all now^^ will appericat..
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